Saturday, August 13, 2011

SOWETH AND REAPING

GALATIONS 6:7 FOR WHATSOEVER A MAN SOWETH THAT SHALL HE ALSO REAP...

AS I COME HOME TODAY TO A HOUSE FULL OF SCREAMING AND FUSSING AND A TEN YEAR OLD 
BEING IN TOTAL DEFIANCE OF HIS MOTHER. I HAVE TO SAY THAT I HAD MORE FLASH BACKS 
OF MY CHILDHOOD. WE HAVE RAISED 4 BIO CHILDREN WITH VERY MINIMAL ISSUES THANK 
GOD. BUT I SEE ME REAPING MY YOUTHS OATS WITH ONE RIGHT NOW. ITS NEVER ANYTHING 
OF A BIG ISSUE TOO START WITH IT'S LIL THINGS LIKE READ THE LAST THREE SENTENCES 
OF YOUR READING BOOK OR PUT YOUR CLOTHES IN THE HAMPER THAT START WORLD WAR 987 
FOR US BUT WHO'S COUNTING. I AM STILL AMAZED AND IN AWE ABOUT THE CHANCE TO 
CHANGE THE LIVES OF TWO CHILDREN GOD HAS GIVIN US. HE NEVER PROMISED THAT THE 
CROSS WOULDN'T GET HEAVY. BUT I KEEP ASKING MYSELF WHY WAS I SO BAD? WHY DID I 
SOW SOO MUCH AS A CHILD? WHAT WAS I THINKING??? WE HAVE HAD ALOT OF DIFFERENT 
EMOTIONS AND QUESTIONS SINCE WE HAVE STARTED TO SETTLE IN GOOD WITH OUR NEW 
FOUND WAY OF LIFE.  CAN YOU SAY IT'S NEVER BEEN A DULL MOMENT.  WE GO FROM ONE 
DAY I WANNA GO BACK TO THE HOME IN MARIPOL, TO MOMA I WANT YOU TO ADOPT ANOTHER 
GIRL FROM THE UKRAINE SO THAT I WILL HAVE SOMEONE TO TALK TO:::GAGE IS ALWAYS IN 
TROUBLE AND CARSON WHICH IS PLAYING FOOTBALL NEVER COMES HOME.. SOO I DON'T SAY 
ANY OF THIS FOR ANY REASON OTHER THAN FOR OTHER PEOPLE WHO MAY READ THIS AND IS 
GOING THRU SOME OF THE SAME KIND OF ISSUES. YOUR NOT IN THE BOAT ALONE. I DON'T 
LIKE TO SUGAR COAT THINGS IT KINDA CRAMPS MY STYLE.. I KNOW THAT GOD WILL MAKE 
THIS TRIAL A BLESSING  AND HE WILL MAKE YOURS A BLESSING AS WELL..WE HAVE ISSUES 
YOUR FAMILY HAS ISSUES BUT IN GODS EYES WE ARE RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE OF HIS WORK.. 
FOR THOSE WHO ARE ON THE FENCE TAKE A LEAP OF FAITH TRUST HIM. GIVE IT TO HIM. 
GO ALONG FOR THE RIDE OF YOUR LIFE. HMMMMM YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU ARE MISSING 
UNTIL YOU TRUST HIM AND PUT YOUR FAITH IN HIM... WHY DID I SAY ALL OF THAT I 
DON'T KNOW FOR SURE BUT I WOULD DO EVERYTHING OVER AGAIN IF I HAD THE CHANCE TOO 
TURN BACK TIME..... NOW FOR OUR KIDS SAKE WE HAVE BEEN WORKING ON ENGLISH WITH 
TEACHERS ALL SUMMER LONG AND HAVE MADE SOME LEADWAY IN GETTING READY FOR 
SCHOOL.. WHICH ACTUALLY STARTED FOR US THIS PAST MONDAY AND LET ME TELL YOU 
SOMETHING ELSE HOW CONFUSED MY KIDS ARE THEY ARE MAD BECAUSE THEY CAN'T GO TO 
SCHOOL ON SATURDAYS I BET THAT WON'T LAST LONG IN THIS CULTURE. THE BLOGGING 
TIME GETS HARDER AND HARDER TO FIND TIME BUT I WOULD LIKE TO SAY TO MY NEW 
NORTHERN FRIENDS I HAVE MEET THROUGH THIS JOURNEY:::: KEEP THE FAITH FIGHT A 
GOOD FIGHT.. SOME OF Y'ALL HAVE HAD SOME HORRIFIC TRIALS WITH YOUR JOURNEY I 
STAND IN AWE IN YOUR FAITH... I CAN ONLY IMAGINE THE TEARS OF PAIN FROM YOUR 
HEARTS..BUT GOD KNOWS WHAT HE IS DOING... I LEAVE YOU WITH THIS THOUGHT AGAIN 
""WE CAN'T CHANGE THE WORLD BUT WE CAN CHANGE THE WORLD OF A CHILD"""


Psalms 66:1
 God didn’t deliver them from the fire; He delivered them through the fire. 
Maybe you are going through the fire today. Know that God is with you. He’s 
doing a work in you, and He’s displaying His glory through you. Remember, on the 
other side of the fire is a place of abundance and blessing! Stand strong and 
see the fulfillment of the promises He has in store for you!

YAHOO DON'T WE SERVE A AWESOME GOD!!!!!!

THANKS FOR READING THE GURLEYS


Have a wonderful day. And GOD bless

1 comment:

  1. mrs.leeann and mike:
    i just want to let yall know that i know that things are not always easy but things have got to get better! i am praying with yall and for yall! if yall need anything im always here just a call or text away..amen he never promised that the cross wouldnt get heavy but help will always come in time, things may be hard at the moment but just remember he is in control and knows what he is doing! may god be with yall and god bless

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